nondescript in blue

Friday, August 04, 2006
I'm officially done with lab work for this summer. Though I woke up this morning with the notion that 3 Mongolian warlords (in full battle regalia, no less) had commissioned me to finish research on transgenic Drosophilia for their own nefarious purposes, and since my home wasn't sufficiently equipped, I was obliged to return to the lab. I remember being extremely excited about the work - part of the reason may have been due to the sheer amounts of cash they gave me as a deposit, with which I stuffed a drawer to overflowing. Unfortunately my sister ruined one of the cell cultures I brought home, which meant re-culturing from scratch. (Though I would have done it in any case - the cells didn't look too healthy.) Angsted briefly about ethical implications vs private gain, but I was more worried about being caught transacting the fruits of agency-funded research with external parties, hence violating the terms of my contract.

The dream (yes, it was a dream) never really resolved to my satisfaction, but I'd like to think that it reflects the general feeling of ambivalence at the end of my practical attachment.

Brenda - resolutely dedicated to a life of tedious stability and relentless obsession,
stuck with a mental age that is increasingly failing to keep pace with physical age.
Addicted to methyxanthines, NSAIDs, monosodium glutamate, instant gratification and certain forms of mindless entertainment. Now with a newfound addiction to pretty sweaters, online movie rental and solitary urban hikes in foreign countries.

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